I don’t even know what to do anymore. I’m not sure what exactly made me mad. Maybe it’s doubts. Seeing a bit of my past makes me wonder how I got to THIS future. This future with a husband and a daughter at 21, when I’m barely an adult myself. There’s no passion in my life anymore, other than the love for my daughter. There’s no way my life could change now. I’m literally trapped. I can’t divorce him. He wouldn’t even let me break up with him while we were dating.
I’m scared of who I’m turning into. I don’t want to rebel against my own life, but can I just sit back and be unhappy?
